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Haytham's Testimony
Nothing but the Truth
I was born to a nominal Druze home in Lebanon. The Druze who prefer to
be called El-Mowahideen, believers in one God, are an Islamic sect that
began to spread during the Fatimid empire (988 AD) ruled by Imam Al-Hakim
B'Amr-Allah. Al-Tawhid (Unitarianism) believes in Re-incarnation, the
Ancientness of the world, and the incarnation of God in man's image.
Reincarnation is believed to be God's provision for a soul to live many
different lives in order to give that soul a fair chance before judgement
day.
I personally did not experience reincarnation and I do not know anyone who
may have. Although I was not raised in the Druze faith, I was taught the
Druze morals and values that are very similar to the Judeo-Christian
values. As an ordinary member (Jahill), I had simple knowledge of my
religion's faith and practices. I was still very interested in learning
about life, death, God, and spirituality. Despite my many attempts to
understand God in the Tawhid faith, I came out empty handed. There was
always emptiness inside of me. Unfortunately, my experience of the civil
war pushed me away from religion and God. I was actually bitter toward God
for "causing" such destruction and killing, so I decided to rely on my
strength, intelligence, education, etc.
I moved to the United States to continue my education. Immediately, I got
swept by the "rock-n-roll" wave and all the "fun" things that came with
it. I eventually ended up doing what felt good including drinking alcohol,
using drugs, and sex to fill the void. All those experiences gave me
pleasure that was short lived. I became very interested in the self-help
movement. I started on a quest to find the "God within". I attended
seminars and was eager to hear any wise man that claimed to have the
answers to life's questions. I heard many men, attended many seminars,
and read many books, but I was still hungry for the truth.
One day I received an invitation in the mail to listen to an evangelist who
was coming to town. When I mentioned that to one of my Christian friends,
my friend encouraged me to go and offered to go with me. In the meeting
this man of God asked several questions that got me thinking. "If you die
today, do you know where you would go: heaven or hell?" He made many claims
about Jesus that piqued my curiosity. "Jesus has removed the barrier
between man and God." "If you want to end the separation between you and
God's family, receive the Lord Jesus Christ as your Lord and Savior." At
the end of the meeting when the invitation was made to ask questions, I
stepped forward. That was the beginning of my personal relationship with
the God of the universe. Today I believe that I will live with God and His
people for eternity because I have accepted God's sacrifice instead of my
own. I could not have worked enough or given God enough for my salvation
if I had lived hundreds of lives over. I have been forgiven through the
life, death, and resurrection of our Lord Jesus Christ.
My life has been completely transformed. My peace with God is established
on His forgiveness of my sin. I have peace with others as a result of His
empowering me to forgive. I have peace within me because God's Spirit
abides. God has restored my hope in life when He gave me the gift of faith
and the treasure of His scriptures. I no longer depend on other people's
acceptance; God's love for me is unconditional and endures forever.
My friend - give your life over to Jesus and believe on Him. God's family
is eagerly awaiting you.
Email: haytham@juno.com
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